Wz's #1

Happy birthday to you.

#Perhaps you're still with me what if.

#Perhaps happy 1 year anniversary what if.

#Perhaps it's gonna be another celebration what if.

#Perhaps things wouldn't turned out to be so what if.

#Perhaps everything did went as well as I thought what if.

#It has been exactly a year, wonder would you still remember that day.

Or would you prefer not to recall, the pleasants and the unpleasants.

#Perhaps you, perhaps this, maybe me, maybe that.

Thank you, it was all been perfect. :)

#imy #ily

To be inspired. :)

To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.

To think only he best, to work only for the best also to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every people you meet a smile.

To give so much time to improve yourself that you have no time to criticize others.
To be to large for worries, too noble for angers, too strong for fears and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but awesome deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you yourself.

Isn't it inspiring? :)

Happy birthday to YOU.

Happy birthday to you, WZ. I'm hereby wish you a year abundant of fun-filled days, excitements and reminiscences. Happy birthday to you, hope you'll be still a good friend of ours and even progess to changes of a better man. May all desires of yours draw near, shall challenges approach as it comes opportunities to resolve with a greater success. Hope you'll be an amazing friend of ours, may happiness and warmth pour within your life.

 People says, each day, my friend you learn new things, each phase is like life's innings. Sometimes you get chances, sometimes you choose not to approach as you're not willing to take no further steps. In this game of life, you yourself who plays the main role which a smile is much more than just worthy.

I love my life and everything in it. Now day of birth is over, day of live has to be began. Spread these joys and loves. 

Happy birthday to me. :)

Sleepless

I can't S.L.E.E.P!

Had insomnia like five days a week, goddamit!

Forgodsake please let me sleeeep!

Care-less or Carefree?

*Knocky knockie* Cracking the shit out of my head to come out with a proper introduction. Well, looks like it doesn't help at all. While neighbour's dog is barking like no tomorrow, I'm here again to keep this blog alive, same old line. :/ As usual lah. College, as a daily routine. As tutorials have started, will now have to spend more times on doing assignments and revision, even though I don't really spend time on doing revisions but I think it's time to buckle up. Hopes soo!

Friday classes. You know, Malaysian studies and Moral studies which are super mega duper power boring and it's Friday man, GOOOD FRIDAY, you people expect me to waste my Friday  by listening to these pointless lectures ah? No right? But somehow, I just feel very bad for skipping classes tho, been doing like plenty of times and it's overly done. Sometimes I've been thinking, what if I wouldn't get to pass both of the subjects? Then will have to retake it leh. :/ Still, then I ended up leaving the class during the break on Malaysian studies. The lecturer was late, the class started at 1040, breaks at 1120. Less than an hour staying in the college then ciao. Very bad isn't it? Sigh, whatevaa..

Since JJ's class ends at 1, so I decided to tagged along Denise and Zie to Mid Valley first. Denise demonstrated lil of her shopaholic skill which I think it's amazing, not really to say amazing but somewhere between weird and amaze, not sure how to explain that. Let say if I were to shop like her, there's noo way I'm gonna survive with that petty kind of allowances. I would have ended starving for the some weeks. :/ Think of it, not badd whatt, so then I can be SLIM! LALALALAA! Then, they had their lunch at somewhat korean restaurant. Sometimes I don't get why people are so fancy to you know, KUURIERR and JUPENNIS food. I don't find it very good blahblah or whatever you would say they are savoury. I just don't enjoy much eating it, Jap is still okeh but Korea, noo nuu. And did you get it? JU-PEN-NIS. :P Well, I didn't mean to offend that, just for fun! HEH!

Then was looking for part-time job around the place, as always being a person which is very choosey. I was like, don't want to do this, don't want to do that. Back then, I've been telling myself why bother taking up part-time job, instead of standing for such a long day working, why not spend your time on something rather fun and exciting, you know lah, going out with your friends and have some fun times. Something which you think it's fun and pleasurable. Why torture yourself? Yes, I use to word torture. Being as naive as ever, DO DIE DO LIVE, if you get me, it's the stupidest thing to do in my life. As I said, why finding troubles for your life while you've so much problems ahead. They said you would never know until to try and put efforts on it. Hope things really go well. :/

Resolutions : 

1. Slim down and get buff! (Must get thin!)

2. Get a part-time job and spend on my own! (So much to buy, so less to spend!)

3. Start reading newspaper after election has ended! (Shit politics!)

TARGET SET! :D

Turning point

How are you doing? It's all stopped since the day.
imy so much. :(

Hello, Genting!

YEYLOL, peeeeepoo! Here am I again, the same old shit, to keep this blog alive. Sooo, yeah! Big round of applause for not being such a slack, yeah yeah woo, thank you very muchie, your attentions are much appreciated. Get lost when you've finished reading, just kidding, TEEHEE! :D  It's here again, without failures. You know what? Yeah, breakdowns. Seriously, whenever I wanted to avoid breakdowns, eventually it still comes to me and, always. I think it's better not to grumble so much of it, probably you all had get very sick since almost every of posts talked about breakdowns, heh. Well, Let's get tup to the topic.

As you can see it, had trip with my friends to Genting. It was solely a last minute planning, and yeah we're on. We're so the SIPEH ON GUYS, hahhaha! I've learnt this from Facebook.

You know, last minute planning, last minute buying fare tix and stuffs. Everyone and everything were just so precipitance till that I forgot to bring my jacket along. I was like ouumaifaqgawdd, and yeahh, tolerate over the colddness of the climate. HAH! Luckily was able to borrow from Yong Hoe since he's kind of not-so-scared of cold person. So yeah, KTM to KL Sentral, you know that's my daily routine to college and, the moment when you know you have to go through the same old shitty route even you're going to a trip, feeel like pukinggg! UEKK! I'll just skip the bus and skyway session as I've nothing to talk about it.

So, we made a reach to Genting and while waiting for hotel to be checked in by Choon Aik's father which was around 10 night. It was only 4 in the afternoon when we reached there, so decided to put our luggage to the savekeeping area near the hotel lounge. Ohh btw, we had our nights over-ed in Highland Hotel and it was fully sponsored by uncle, felt really grateful for that as it salvaged a lot of our expenditures for the trip. Our dinner for the second day had also been treated by uncle which is very pricey. You know I can't resist it, Coffee Bean, had one of it while waiting for time to be killed, heh. After that had my first day passed chit chatting in the hotel room and had a 2hours sleep.

Not sure that ass want to focus on us or on the couple, nyehh.

The next day, a day which I think it's the first time I've really fully utilized my trip to Genting, it went very well. Everyone knows that I have height fright and it's severe. First and ever time in my life, after 18years of living, being such a scaredy-cat, I've finally entered the THEME PARK! ROUND OF APPLAUSE *clapclapclap*  Played space shot twice! The feeling when you're being thrown down from almost 200feets above the ground. Forgodsake, I swore like nobody's business and it was like people had killed my family, literally laa. It felt like my heart was pumping out of my body, LOL! After that nothing else seems so easy and go. SAP SAP SUI! :P Ohyaa, I've really enjoy sitting on the spinner, feel so the comfortable and chillin'. :P Well, great achievement and had a looot of fun! Then, KFC again. Did I mention that we had KFC twice during the trip? Soo the not healthy. :O 

Btw, I CONQUERED!

Now, where we are :)

What rup, peepoo! Seriously whenever I try to write here, constantly have no idea how to pen a introductions, yea yea I knew I got have vali bad engulishee, haiem tryin' to learn heir laa, don't pei si preasee. OK, I'm overdoing it. Truth is, I've always wondered how much did I actually wasted for thinking of a proper introduction. So that's it, bi li ba lang ching chong nip nong, with so much of these bullshits, I have my introduction done, tehee! :P

Let's get things started! :D

So it was a sleepless night and I had a very pleasant time. A night which I had anticipated for so long. You see, how rare that you'll have an opportunity having your night over-ed in your high school plus it's a very precious high school of yours, you know, good old friends around, having tonnes of great times with juniors and others moarr. Everyone was driving, it somehow gave me the sign, indicating that we've really grown up. *proud* Even though I didn't drive :P Bought bags of snacks from Tesco, trolley carried around by Siti Ngu, hahha! Then had our dinner tapao and had it in school, Shihlin. Shihlin is opened in Tesco! Weeee~ Ohyaa! All time favourite, mille crepe from NADEJE! WOOOHOO!

I've thought it would be a calm and pacific night for us, the ex-seniors but at last we ended up joining them and had game, more like a icebreaking session for us tho. The game sounded something like this, WHAT JUMP TO LEFT AND JUMP TO THE RIGHT BLAHH, but it was fun, got all warmed up and sweaty. :O Without prepared, my name got called and
 the so-called 'Heart2heart sharing session', Zie Xin and I were planning to have gaming session with the juniors and we didn't even started sharing our experiences and stories then some teams back there started grouping up playing the circle game, you know what it is. Ohyaa Mun, sorry for driving your car out without permission. :P Takkan you want me climb all the way to UBK then climb back down again de ma right? Next time you drive my car k! :P Realized that I've started to have stage fright when I have a mic on my hand, preferably talking without mic. :/

The night, I sat by her side while she was sleeping, not sure whether she was really asleep, perhaps she knew that I was there. I know this may sound creepy and making me a dreadful person or stalker like that, but it has been a long time that I had a deep look at her face, she is very beautiful. :) The aircond was really cold and brought sup a lot memories of ours and I smiled, it was so delightful. While the sun had rose, sleeping on the chilly floor heading on a cushion that hasn't been wash for a long time, sweeping away the tears telling myself that she is really loved.. can't get over her. :/ I might not be the best for her but I've gave her my best. It's very suffering for me to have her drawn out of my life, yet it is much more torturing for her to came up to a decision to end everything and, it's all ended now..

It took us a year to have this heart-to-heart chat again, I've really appreciated it and enjoyed it to the fullest. Am very glad to have you and all of you in my life.
Every misery is a lesson, every lesson is a step further in your life to be strong. There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that particular person is you. 

Well, the 95's, who's taking SPM result tomorrow, hands held high and all the best to you not to forget myself! HWATING! :D Ngoh sek yim sek mai jiao kao sai lei ge laa! :P

Hey, whatever..

I've been trying very hard to keep the deal that to have my blog updated continually and so yeah. Here I am, again. :) Well, it's been 3months since 2013 started. 2012 was no doubt a wonderful year for me but now, it comes to 2013. I hope this year really pass as soon, not only 2013 but the period time of having studying in college. College was good, but somehow I really have the longing of skipping Friday classes. I spent most of time playing games during Friday classes. If this really goes on, might as well not to go on Friday. Which will eventually again being lifeless. Well, life goes on. *sigh*

Back on Monday, the blues. Business Studies. I found it no point going so early as presentations was going which I'm not so interested in it even some of the groups were good, nevertheless. :/ So I was an hour late, barely found a sit, sat and listen. Then Econs, Mr Aria wasted an hour, or more calling out students for drawing the graph on the whiteboard, then got shot saying that our standards are far-off compare to express route. I've grabbed my punch very hard when he actually said that, dayum. Tutorials and tests will be given next week. Err, best of luck? Slowly I had my mindset altered, I really did enjoy college now other than Friday classes, teehee! :O 

ARRGHH! Sometimes I still get very mad when I think of the lost phone. I've been cracking my head thinking why shit things always happen when I tend to have a new phone. FUACKK.  Why is there so many breakdowns?! LIFE GOES ON, DAMN!

Such a early post today. :D

Seriously, don't know what to bull dy, I think I'll just stop here k.

Btw, will be touring KL with JJ and Hongrui tomorrow, hope it would a be one fine day :)

March to 7th

It has been almost 3 months since then for bearing all the things up while tonnes of breakdowns are still crawling up on the leg of mine. Maybe I shouldn't have gone and join on January intake, maybe it would be better if it was on March. Too much uncertainties in my life and it eventually pulled me out of my desiring path, you know such way that was designed well for few particular purposes. Which now again dashing in deeper into miserable state, being so unsure with my things that I should have done and things that I would have done. It's like nowadays people have actually lost their ability to determine whether what's need and what's want. Poor people and, me. Not to be in a pessimistic way, of course there's somewhat something jolly in my life laa. :)

Friday, a day used to be a very interest and exciting day in part of my life. You know, having meeting in the library, great lunch with idiotic friends after that, countless unexpected things gonna happen, till then will have my guitar lesson at noon. Even though it was a day with packed schedule but I enjoyed and lived it to the fullest. Thing changes as time flies, I stopped playing guitar as she's now no longer part of my life, I found it there isn't anymore reason continue playing anymore. And Malaysian studies and Moral studies are slotted in into my Friday schedule, even if I wanted to continue, there would be no choice. Yeah, thing happens without your expectations. If I ain't lost you.

So I went this korean restaurant called DAORAE. Everything was good essentially, I offered to give them a ride for paybacks, too much debt to be paid. :/ I've been not listen to them talking. You know, playing around like a 10years old kid even though they are now 20 and I just realized I'm now 18, time really flies. Sometimes I don't feel comfortable have people around playing so hard, well just feel so, no big deal tho. I found it very hard for me to have something to chat with, conversation barrier. I realized last met was so long ago that I can't even remember when. Sorry for being so absent-minded, a lot things had been happened lately, and they struck very hard. Well, it was all fun till they started questioning me. :)

Happy birthday to you, my big sis out there. :)
Sorry that I didn't send you long long messages on your birthday, doesn't matter tho a lot people would have sent you a long paragraph of messages. I'll be wishing you here again la.
Hope you live your life to the fullest and happy belated birthday! :)

五月天 諾亞方舟

需要你 需要你 需要你 想逆轉時間 回到最開始 有你的世界

A concert that you people should have went, it's very worthy! :)

Photo credit to KUOK KUOK KAI!

A day of days

I've just finished a tub of ice cream. And now I'm trembling at the outside and brain freezing at the inside, soo cold but satisfied! Barely caught myself recovering from the brain freezing, luckily it's instantaneous, if not probably you'll see me at the hospital by tomorrow, it's not that serious anyway. :P So, how's life people? Hope everything goes fine assuredly, everyone hopes to. After all, it's soon Chinese New Year, all's well, ends well, isn't it? :) So, what's your CNY's resolutions? I know it supposed to be asked during the 1st of January, which is the real new year. What to do? I missed it out, so decided to ask on CNY, it's also new year anyway. Everyone celebrates Chinese New Year. I mean who doesn't love angpaos? Give me if you doesn't want it. :P

Few weeks back, I sprained my ankle. Well, being playfully on the skating rink, ended up being a handicap for like a week, barely walk. Another week of breakdown. See, they never failed to follow me up as I mentioned before. Luckily, I was still able to drive on that particular day, if not would have asked others to give me a ride, and you know what, despise of being in such an awful situation, entertainment still goes on after that. Dinner, everyone was hungry. Finger exercises, something will definitely be done without fail. :P If I'm not mistaken, the last game ended at 12 midnight, lol. SALUTE THEE! 

I dare not to tell mum about it, you know laa, scared of being blamed so bared it up till the next day and it wasn't a good idea. I can't sleep due to the intense burning on the bruise and air cond was spoilt. Damn, what a day. Ohmaigawd, it was so pain that I can still feel it now around my ankle. Then I was sent to consult the doctor and the medical fee isn't cheap! :O First ever time in life, I had this traditional chinese treatment and bandaged my leg as it was necessary and my leg was swollen, like a pork knuckle. A quarter size of A4 size paper was given, it's a list saying things that I shouldn't eat for the following one week. I would like to show you the list but unfortunately don't know who had threw away the peipaa! It's a very torturing week. One time is enough. :/

And you know what, during the way back to Maluri from Sunway Pyramid, salah jalan! Gone thru 4 tols, TTDI to Penchala Link to NKVE then LDP. Zen was in my car that time, we were like WTH? First time in our life, LOL. Luckily he knows the way back. And yaa, the dinner was good, Pasta Zanmai ooishii! So a day! :P

Well, been almost 2weeks from then and luckily I'm now able to walk properly, even though it still feel pain sometimes, can sometimes feel the burning till it wakes me up in the midnight. After all it hasn't fully recovered. Back then, had very hard time in college, walked like a zombie, so slow and slacky. Mum said PADAN MUKA! T^T 

A little more to go and it's all for today. :)

You know who's it, don't you? He just came out with his new album, highly suggested by meh! :P Honestly, his songs never fail to please me. The blues and jazz genre, it's so relaxing listening to his songs. His concert was also a music sensation. :) day41..

Possibly possible

I couldn't sleep during this very night and I don't know why probably everyone now would be asleep in their very own sweet dream. You see, I was actually sleeping, but there were just so many thoughts running through my mind. The past, present and the future. Time flies, thing changes, I still hold on with its principle and it appears to be a fact when time passed. I still remember there's friends which I used to have had now turned distant, some not so close friends turned out to be now close. It's so unbelievable, isn't it? Although it hasn't been long but it felt like whole decade has been going on. I've always try remain to be the boy who always talk loud and play hard. Well, I'm still the one. :) Do you hear that loud while I'm playing my song, the song that well-maneuver my life. Life thus far.

Many things happened in a period of time, lunatic is the word which I would like to use to describe. Damn, I couldn't even spell describe correctly, it took like a minute for me to figure out the correct spelling. So be it, last month had been a crazy month of breakdowns, like seriously a bunch of them and of course they never failed to follow me up, you know putting me in the state of miseries, suffocation and so forth. You know, problem approaches you continuously while you're trying to come up with resolves with the current one you're facing. You see, live never favors people while others will always attempt to tell you that, remember to be diligent, stay strong eventually all your hardwork will get paid off. Probably it's just some kind of mental sustenance for people who drawn into despair, who gets sick of their life. BE STRONG, that's what they said.

I'm kind of like a weirdo in others' eyes you see, people who hadn't know me well why is this kid so stubborn and unwilling. Kid, when I was still small. It's not that I wanted to be so. You see, I resist myself to have the thought of sharing my feelings and thoughts to the public. Being unreasonably, sometimes I found it there's isn't any points why I should share it among my friends, even close friends. At some point I find it pointless to seek helps from others because clearly they wouldn't have resolves on my problems, aside from that they can only being by side in the meantime. Even though I felt calm and secure at times, it strikes deep and hard when it happens to be midnight, times like now. After all it could been bugging for others as well for knowing it too much.

It's something personal here, but it seems to be very obvious to people around me, so I think it's alright for me to tell here. I'm a person who has high pride, self-priority, image is paramount. How to say, hmm, yes KIA SU attitude. Maybe it's a kind of sickness, who knows. I'll always make sure that people doesn't want to mess with me, but when they do, I'll make sure they get back twice of what they've done to me. It expanded to a certain extent that holds me a very strong opinion-ed person, it's like I know this is right, but whenever people try to stand up and argue with it, I will go against and fight it to win over the argument, to prove it's right. After all it's a fact. 

Well, I think that's all for now, it's not too much, isn't it?
It's now raining, have a very good night world. :) a month..

A mark with questions.

It's been a month since college started. People said that the dominant sense of a human is the feeling. Even though college had actually started, the problem is I don't have a slightest feeling, maybe anxious about it. Things been so effortless, maybe it's just the starting of the semester or should I say new syllabus, maybe it's that tutorials haven't start yet, or maybe I'm taking it leisurely. But it isn't completely a fault of mine you see, we only have to study for 2days a week, which I think it's not enough. After studying for 2days then get to rest for a week which I already feel that ohh soo free, let's get lazyy. Then will have to get my ass up again. I can't seem to balance my life now, so much things ahead while I'm treating it like obscure, sighh. Anyway, hope things go easy on me later.

Class yesterday was fine, the lecturer accidentally cracked a joke related to the Listen Jie which he planned not to do so. The moment when he realized that he cracked the joke and the expression of his was so funny, laughed very hard and my friend sitting beside was like are you OK? HAHAA! :P Class ended at 1 yesterday, which considered early, then went back home with Denise. You see, apparently we look very sok like that, the fact is I can't really communicate well with her. We hardly speak much to each other during the train-waiting period. She's so pwettyy! I shy. :3

Waited for Kuok Kit to come while having lunch with bunch of lame ass juniors, you know who are they. Then they have this dirty joke that really made me laughed my ass out. :3 Then we went for our so-called exercise, you know what is it. :P Won all the games, which I think it's miracle. Well, satisfaction fulfilled, kite orang pergi cari Bui in Kepong Jusco. The awkward moment when you realized the department she's working at and you have to go there and pay for a visit. We hesitated for quite a time before going in there. :P A simple hi and bye and changed our location to Tesco then Sushi King again. Been eating sushi for quite some time already wey during this few days. Hope I don't get sick of it, you know, everyone loves sushii!

I'm thinking of taking up part-time job since college is not that busy, been demanding much pocket money from mum ever since college started. Sometimes I even get scolded for being such a big spender. So apu machiam? Any suggestions? Or should I say any job vacancy? :O

Ehh, by blogging I realized how much my level of skill writing has fall short. You see, I've been cracking my head up everytime I try to blog, really hope it doesn't fall flat, after all I need to do better in the coming tests and exam, not forget verbal communications and also lateral creativity. Anyone knows any idea to get an improve in it? I need solutions. day28..

To hell we ride!

You see, the fact is I've been staring at this blank post for quite an hour and I still don't know how to write about it. I found out that it's supaa difficult for one to has a constant update on Blogspot, especially for a gentleman like meh. :3 Well, let's get things up.

Few days back then, while being so nostalgic, I thought I was all alone by this tranquil night, you know, searching through the Internet, look out for shows to watch, Youtube for songs. Suddenly Bui's chat popped out saying she dreamt of me saying, 

'Ehh, I dreamt of you just now. It's about you come to my funeral and beg me for forgiveness because you drove dangerously and caught up in an accident, then I was thrown out of the car then beeeeeeep!'

More or less that's how it sounds like that lah. You see the question is, am I really driving recklessly a? After all these happened to my car right, I'm now trying very hard not to put myself involve in accident again. Even though I often go exceed with the speed limit, but the road was quite empty, at least I speed in a safety way. :O Speed in a safety way, not sure that kind of saying existed. Well, apologize then, kalau I sudah buat salah. :/

Didn't I told you I went to TBM few days back? Yeah, as a SPM leaver, telling juniors that they still have a long way to go, saying like I've already gone through the long journey, which I thought I was. Now then I realized I don't stand a slightest chance to tell them those. There's so much more ahead, you see not only animals have problem, humans also have problem, their problems are much more weighty you know. The woman, forgot what's her name dy, it's not that I'm supporting that what she said. Somehow, animals do have problem, crisis I think. Some of the animals like dolphins, sharks and so forth, they have this crisis being fall into extinctions. Maybe prey-predator? Maybe I'm thinking too much. :/ The thing is we've a lot more to go, a tougher and longer journey to go. Before it comes, pray hard hope that everything goes smoothly, odabest to you out there. :)

Ohyaa, recently got so into this song.

Mine by Kim Jaejoong from teeveyyexqueuee, lol. I was wondering how I actually come out with this romanized name by transliterating from the name TVXQ, ahahaha! Perhaps new pattern. Bui said 我們都是pattern靠來生活, true true. 

Here are some shots from the music video.

Sci-fi always impress the hell outta me!

Btw, please be moarr active on your blog. Why you all so lazy? Come on, don't be a sloth even though it's cute. :3 I update, you update, dai ka chai chai update, like that bu shi veli happy loh, correct mou? Correct then go update now lah! day26..

Not me, not you

For no reason, I went back to TBM again, this morning. You see, waking up early in the morning is really a pain in the ass, the piercing sound of the alarm when it invades into your sweet dream and the moment you wake up, you feel like you're zombie. Then received text from Ping saying, fetch dia. Apologize sikit eh, everytime fetch you then will make you to wait up for an hour, paiseh. Itu Ah Gan lah, don't want to pick phone one. 
So, it was how it began.

Ever since then, everytime I pass by the route where I used to fetch her back, it gives me so much memories that reminded me everything of her, things she did, stuff she likes, everything about her. The smile of hers lingering in my mind. The one girl that stood out of my life, a girl just like the rest, but it somehow different and she has her differences in her special way. She was so loved and we were so close then for some superficial facts and few interactions over times she became my fairy tale author. The bright spirit of hers was the biggest motivation of mine that kept me going from time to time, the time which I fell into despair, being sick of my life and the time when I was at my lowest. It seldom find myself seeking for chances, even chances are all around and I always seems to get it wrong in a sense of matters. Mr Cupid, you gave me the chance, but why would you end things up like this. I've always wanted to hold these hands of her, for her to share her happiest moments in her life, to wipe tears away from her cheek. But now thing I can only do is runaway, away from the truth. Apparently, I don't have the courage to tell everyone that thing is over. People might as well told me to let go, it's stupid to hold on something that just keep you hurting but it's also stupid to let go of something that you've ever wanted, you've treasured, loved. Why would things ended up like this, how did perfection became, imperfection. She is almost perfect for me, the only thing I know it wasn't perfect was the timing. Strangers, again... imy

Collegey

College just started this week, will have to only attend the classes on Monday and Tuesday, quite free isn't it? Well, those general subjects start on February, so yeah free for now. You see, the problem is I've been receiving much of this information saying that A-level is that kind of very hard courses to take on.

I can't believe you're taking A-level, really A-level ah? A-level very hard one woh! 

Pangsai very hard one woh? You bukan constipation meh? Why you still go pangsai one?

Dude, please get things clear here. I'm the one who's taking it, I'm the one who's going to sit for the friggin' exam, why would it bother you so much about it and it's a obvious respond saying that I will not able to cope up with the syllabus. Listen, listen, listen, wa suka lu suka? It's okeh you don't agree with it but why can't you just stay out of it and stop giving your so called point of view. Get a life prease? :)

Another problem is this traffic issue in KL, till now I don't get the favour, should say permission or chance to drive to college. Traffic in KL is so hectic and terrible, even if I'm able to drive along, definitely would have hard times finding car park, parking vacancy in YMCA and KL Central occupied, fully. Situation left me no choice to go to college by sitting commuter train. Class starts at 10, then I'll have to wake up at 8 and my ass up to the commuter station. Hell man, I need to sleeeep. Then reach college like 45minutes early, what's the point. :O

I shall talk a lil bit about the orientation days. I planned to sleep early before the day tho, ended up lok lai lok qu on the bed, lol. It's already at the wee hours when I actually get the chance to fall asleep. Then I decided not to sleep anymore, for some reason I texted Bui about it and she's like 

Okeh, what you're gonna then? I don't know, lol.

Reached like an hour earlier, was so sweaty that I can felt the weight of my hankie, I know it sounds gross. :P While waiting for others, was anticipated to meet with my new cousin, well as you can see from my previous post she wasn't here so yeah. The orientation days were more like leadership training for me and it bored the hell out of me. You see, what we played there were groupings, group cheer and stuffs, then they have this Pass the ball game, who passes the ball in a shorter win. All these we played during secondary school bro, don't like that lah bro, give me something interesting prease. We ended up ran away from the orientation during break time, which Miss Chai called it a CUTE ACT, yeah I'm cute. :P The 3rd day was talentime, we did the CUTE ACT again, yeah we suu cute. I think basically that's about it, the orientation days, boooooringg!

First day of classes and the lecturer was absent having this chickenpox at this old age, not sure what age tho. :O One of the founder of the college came up and told us this and replace her for the lecture. While the lecture was going on, he told that his son started his A-level at the age of 12 and finished his degree when he was 16, I was like wutdafark? You're not kidding me right? Then some more saying how he actually built up his career and the college, how success he is now and people tend to ask for his consultations when they have problems in doing business. RINGGG! BREAK TIME! Ohh, there will not be a bell ring anymore, I miss TBM. :( Had lunch in Old Town then back to class for Econs. It's a bit shocking for me, CEO of the college is the econs' lecturer.

'Tell everybody your name and something special about you! he said.

'My name is Wayne. Well I have a dog, it's 2years old and I love him very much.' I crapped, LOL!

In case you don't know, this is my college.

Class ended at 5, found my lost bottle. Go back luu!

Nic and Cass

It's like almost a month time, attended cousin's wedding, the HE is my cousin btw. I know I was being laidback back then, I beg your pardon then. Their girl friend and boy friend-ship lasted for 9 or 10years, forgot the actual year, it's very difficult for a couple to maintain their relationship going thru such a long period you see. I envy, even jealous. Maybe he wanted to wait till his career at its highest, and yeah he has quite an achievement in his courier and he's still counting, it's good isn't it. Well back to the topic, they were been planning this for quite a long time but they actually had no time for that but now they've their marriage. By here wishing them all's well ends well, white head till old. :)  

Hi hi hi, like superstar like that :P

All of us reached at the wedding place to see whether there's a need for help or not, but we ended up chatting till the dinner starts, for 3hours I think. HAHA! Then the feast started, YAY! FOOD! :P Overall the food was nice. Ohyaa, the wedding held on the 2nd floor of SIN CHOI WAH LAO, Menjalara. There's plenty of jokes we've talked about but I forgot dah, too bad can't get to share that, paiseh neh.

Let's enjoy some photo shots. :)

The stage.

Cousins, some weren't here.

Dad and Mum.

Angeline and meh.

Not everyone's here but it still looks good. :)

Baby Ivan! Teee! :D

Then I actually met up with this far-part cousin, lol. Her father is my father's cousin, well I don't know how it related to me but it's related and yeap she's Lim as well, and that's why they said Zhen, you stand no chance, she's Lim! Her name is Melanie, people call her mermaid you see, from the name she's pretty and yeah she's very pretty. I get to met her by the chance of the saying she's interested in law. My aunt actually brought her up to me and all the law stuffs started up, was anticipating to meet her during the orientation days in BAC, but then she told me that she went to Sunway. Everyone was like waah Zhen go lohh! Go apa doi oh go go. Too bad I don't have a photo with her, prolly we will never meet again until the  next relatives' wedding, good luck new cousin. :O

After the wedding while everyone was settling stuffs up and off to cousin's house and as I know that there's party going on at the center I quickly drove off. Well, even it's only like a 10minutes stays, I get to confirm something. imy :(