Now, where we are :)

What rup, peepoo! Seriously whenever I try to write here, constantly have no idea how to pen a introductions, yea yea I knew I got have vali bad engulishee, haiem tryin' to learn heir laa, don't pei si preasee. OK, I'm overdoing it. Truth is, I've always wondered how much did I actually wasted for thinking of a proper introduction. So that's it, bi li ba lang ching chong nip nong, with so much of these bullshits, I have my introduction done, tehee! :P

Let's get things started! :D

So it was a sleepless night and I had a very pleasant time. A night which I had anticipated for so long. You see, how rare that you'll have an opportunity having your night over-ed in your high school plus it's a very precious high school of yours, you know, good old friends around, having tonnes of great times with juniors and others moarr. Everyone was driving, it somehow gave me the sign, indicating that we've really grown up. *proud* Even though I didn't drive :P Bought bags of snacks from Tesco, trolley carried around by Siti Ngu, hahha! Then had our dinner tapao and had it in school, Shihlin. Shihlin is opened in Tesco! Weeee~ Ohyaa! All time favourite, mille crepe from NADEJE! WOOOHOO!

I've thought it would be a calm and pacific night for us, the ex-seniors but at last we ended up joining them and had game, more like a icebreaking session for us tho. The game sounded something like this, WHAT JUMP TO LEFT AND JUMP TO THE RIGHT BLAHH, but it was fun, got all warmed up and sweaty. :O Without prepared, my name got called and
 the so-called 'Heart2heart sharing session', Zie Xin and I were planning to have gaming session with the juniors and we didn't even started sharing our experiences and stories then some teams back there started grouping up playing the circle game, you know what it is. Ohyaa Mun, sorry for driving your car out without permission. :P Takkan you want me climb all the way to UBK then climb back down again de ma right? Next time you drive my car k! :P Realized that I've started to have stage fright when I have a mic on my hand, preferably talking without mic. :/

The night, I sat by her side while she was sleeping, not sure whether she was really asleep, perhaps she knew that I was there. I know this may sound creepy and making me a dreadful person or stalker like that, but it has been a long time that I had a deep look at her face, she is very beautiful. :) The aircond was really cold and brought sup a lot memories of ours and I smiled, it was so delightful. While the sun had rose, sleeping on the chilly floor heading on a cushion that hasn't been wash for a long time, sweeping away the tears telling myself that she is really loved.. can't get over her. :/ I might not be the best for her but I've gave her my best. It's very suffering for me to have her drawn out of my life, yet it is much more torturing for her to came up to a decision to end everything and, it's all ended now..

It took us a year to have this heart-to-heart chat again, I've really appreciated it and enjoyed it to the fullest. Am very glad to have you and all of you in my life.
Every misery is a lesson, every lesson is a step further in your life to be strong. There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that particular person is you. 

Well, the 95's, who's taking SPM result tomorrow, hands held high and all the best to you not to forget myself! HWATING! :D Ngoh sek yim sek mai jiao kao sai lei ge laa! :P

Hey, whatever..

I've been trying very hard to keep the deal that to have my blog updated continually and so yeah. Here I am, again. :) Well, it's been 3months since 2013 started. 2012 was no doubt a wonderful year for me but now, it comes to 2013. I hope this year really pass as soon, not only 2013 but the period time of having studying in college. College was good, but somehow I really have the longing of skipping Friday classes. I spent most of time playing games during Friday classes. If this really goes on, might as well not to go on Friday. Which will eventually again being lifeless. Well, life goes on. *sigh*

Back on Monday, the blues. Business Studies. I found it no point going so early as presentations was going which I'm not so interested in it even some of the groups were good, nevertheless. :/ So I was an hour late, barely found a sit, sat and listen. Then Econs, Mr Aria wasted an hour, or more calling out students for drawing the graph on the whiteboard, then got shot saying that our standards are far-off compare to express route. I've grabbed my punch very hard when he actually said that, dayum. Tutorials and tests will be given next week. Err, best of luck? Slowly I had my mindset altered, I really did enjoy college now other than Friday classes, teehee! :O 

ARRGHH! Sometimes I still get very mad when I think of the lost phone. I've been cracking my head thinking why shit things always happen when I tend to have a new phone. FUACKK.  Why is there so many breakdowns?! LIFE GOES ON, DAMN!

Such a early post today. :D

Seriously, don't know what to bull dy, I think I'll just stop here k.

Btw, will be touring KL with JJ and Hongrui tomorrow, hope it would a be one fine day :)

March to 7th

It has been almost 3 months since then for bearing all the things up while tonnes of breakdowns are still crawling up on the leg of mine. Maybe I shouldn't have gone and join on January intake, maybe it would be better if it was on March. Too much uncertainties in my life and it eventually pulled me out of my desiring path, you know such way that was designed well for few particular purposes. Which now again dashing in deeper into miserable state, being so unsure with my things that I should have done and things that I would have done. It's like nowadays people have actually lost their ability to determine whether what's need and what's want. Poor people and, me. Not to be in a pessimistic way, of course there's somewhat something jolly in my life laa. :)

Friday, a day used to be a very interest and exciting day in part of my life. You know, having meeting in the library, great lunch with idiotic friends after that, countless unexpected things gonna happen, till then will have my guitar lesson at noon. Even though it was a day with packed schedule but I enjoyed and lived it to the fullest. Thing changes as time flies, I stopped playing guitar as she's now no longer part of my life, I found it there isn't anymore reason continue playing anymore. And Malaysian studies and Moral studies are slotted in into my Friday schedule, even if I wanted to continue, there would be no choice. Yeah, thing happens without your expectations. If I ain't lost you.

So I went this korean restaurant called DAORAE. Everything was good essentially, I offered to give them a ride for paybacks, too much debt to be paid. :/ I've been not listen to them talking. You know, playing around like a 10years old kid even though they are now 20 and I just realized I'm now 18, time really flies. Sometimes I don't feel comfortable have people around playing so hard, well just feel so, no big deal tho. I found it very hard for me to have something to chat with, conversation barrier. I realized last met was so long ago that I can't even remember when. Sorry for being so absent-minded, a lot things had been happened lately, and they struck very hard. Well, it was all fun till they started questioning me. :)

Happy birthday to you, my big sis out there. :)
Sorry that I didn't send you long long messages on your birthday, doesn't matter tho a lot people would have sent you a long paragraph of messages. I'll be wishing you here again la.
Hope you live your life to the fullest and happy belated birthday! :)

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A concert that you people should have went, it's very worthy! :)

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