Thursday, March 21, 2013

Now, where we are :)

What rup, peepoo! Seriously whenever I try to write here, constantly have no idea how to pen a introductions, yea yea I knew I got have vali bad engulishee, haiem tryin' to learn heir laa, don't pei si preasee. OK, I'm overdoing it. Truth is, I've always wondered how much did I actually wasted for thinking of a proper introduction. So that's it, bi li ba lang ching chong nip nong, with so much of these bullshits, I have my introduction done, tehee! :P

Let's get things started! :D
So it was a sleepless night and I had a very pleasant time. A night which I had anticipated for so long. You see, how rare that you'll have an opportunity having your night over-ed in your high school plus it's a very precious high school of yours, you know, good old friends around, having tonnes of great times with juniors and others moarr. Everyone was driving, it somehow gave me the sign, indicating that we've really grown up. *proud* Even though I didn't drive :P Bought bags of snacks from Tesco, trolley carried around by Siti Ngu, hahha! Then had our dinner tapao and had it in school, Shihlin. Shihlin is opened in Tesco! Weeee~ Ohyaa! All time favourite, mille crepe from NADEJE! WOOOHOO!

I've thought it would be a calm and pacific night for us, the ex-seniors but at last we ended up joining them and had game, more like a icebreaking session for us tho. The game sounded something like this, WHAT JUMP TO LEFT AND JUMP TO THE RIGHT BLAHH, but it was fun, got all warmed up and sweaty. :O Without prepared, my name got called and
 the so-called 'Heart2heart sharing session', Zie Xin and I were planning to have gaming session with the juniors and we didn't even started sharing our experiences and stories then some teams back there started grouping up playing the circle game, you know what it is. Ohyaa Mun, sorry for driving your car out without permission. :P Takkan you want me climb all the way to UBK then climb back down again de ma right? Next time you drive my car k! :P Realized that I've started to have stage fright when I have a mic on my hand, preferably talking without mic. :/

The night, I sat by her side while she was sleeping, not sure whether she was really asleep, perhaps she knew that I was there. I know this may sound creepy and making me a dreadful person or stalker like that, but it has been a long time that I had a deep look at her face, she is very beautiful. :) The aircond was really cold and brought sup a lot memories of ours and I smiled, it was so delightful. While the sun had rose, sleeping on the chilly floor heading on a cushion that hasn't been wash for a long time, sweeping away the tears telling myself that she is really loved.. can't get over her. :/ I might not be the best for her but I've gave her my best. It's very suffering for me to have her drawn out of my life, yet it is much more torturing for her to came up to a decision to end everything and, it's all ended now..

It took us a year to have this heart-to-heart chat again, I've really appreciated it and enjoyed it to the fullest. Am very glad to have you and all of you in my life.
Every misery is a lesson, every lesson is a step further in your life to be strong. There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that particular person is you. 

Well, the 95's, who's taking SPM result tomorrow, hands held high and all the best to you not to forget myself! HWATING! :D Ngoh sek yim sek mai jiao kao sai lei ge laa! :P

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