:(

有時候, 不是每一樣事情都會由我們所願的執行.
了解與接受, 也許是必然.
或許我真的還小.
我真的很怕!

As a renegade myself

MISERY

 Right now I'm waiting, I can't really tell what I'm waiting for. A plane? A plane which lost of its navigations and unable to get back to its runway track. Or probably a train that will never be arrived at its platform, the platform of happiness, or maybe it's just a way of saying to seek for self-comfort. I'd never find a place which completely, entirely, whole-heartedly belongs to me. Maybe I'm too selfish. Maybe I shouldn't be part of this tele-program at the first place, which now made myself like a totally fool seeking for something which will never be there. Or maybe it's there but it wouldn't show up till it's the correct timing for me to approach.

You can close your eyes to the things that you don't want to see but you can't close your heart to the things that you don't want to feel. This sounds so familiar to me. :) 

Expect less, frown less? It's not gonna work :(

如果超人會飛, 那就讓我在空中停一停歇.

十全十美並沒有在我的人生存在過, 盡心盡力和全心全意, 只是我能做到的.

Sorry for taking credits, but it sounds so right to me.
ME, MYSELF AND I, THAT'S ALL I NEED.

R&M the GREAT :)

Best parents ever! :)

You know, ever since then everyone was asking,

Zhen

I wonder what's your parents look like,

I wonder what kind of parents you have,

I wonder what's your parents working as,

I wonder how they raise you up, it must be a pain in the ass for raising you this big.

Yeash, it's definitely a pain in the ass to raise me up this big. :) Everyone has their own adequacies, but when it comes to myself to be honest I have none of it. How good if I'm this kid which can make them proud, whether it's in academic, sports or else. Things have been this far and I've never achieve anything, and ASS PEE EMM was over. Probably it would be in vain, nothing else can be done anymore. :O

Mum never let me down everytime whenever I asked for something. Something that's materialistic like cloths and stuffs, but when it comes too pricey then she will have to go for dad, when dad says no then it's time to say sayonaraa! Well, there's something I wanted to buy. No matter what, I will get it this time, FOR SURE. But this time not by what people said 伸手將軍, I'll get it myself, my own hands,  my titik belah, wait laaa! I will be a 將軍 but a 將軍 that's won't 伸手!

Dad, thanks for everything that you've sacrificed for us, I know it had been a very hard time for you, you even gave up on all your potted plants which you used to treasure a lot, they were all your painstaking efforts, some of them had wilted. :( I know sometimes I requested a lot and it annoyed the hell outta  you. Apparently it's a NO from you but in the other way round you'd still ask mum to get it for me. The backbone of the house :) 

Not this time dad, I'll get it myself this time, take it back this time, not your money this time!

Well, basically it's a short post related to teh best parents in the world! :)

一些拿來丟的東西 :DD

Ciao people. :)