Now, where we are :)

What rup, peepoo! Seriously whenever I try to write here, constantly have no idea how to pen a introductions, yea yea I knew I got have vali bad engulishee, haiem tryin' to learn heir laa, don't pei si preasee. OK, I'm overdoing it. Truth is, I've always wondered how much did I actually wasted for thinking of a proper introduction. So that's it, bi li ba lang ching chong nip nong, with so much of these bullshits, I have my introduction done, tehee! :P

Let's get things started! :D

So it was a sleepless night and I had a very pleasant time. A night which I had anticipated for so long. You see, how rare that you'll have an opportunity having your night over-ed in your high school plus it's a very precious high school of yours, you know, good old friends around, having tonnes of great times with juniors and others moarr. Everyone was driving, it somehow gave me the sign, indicating that we've really grown up. *proud* Even though I didn't drive :P Bought bags of snacks from Tesco, trolley carried around by Siti Ngu, hahha! Then had our dinner tapao and had it in school, Shihlin. Shihlin is opened in Tesco! Weeee~ Ohyaa! All time favourite, mille crepe from NADEJE! WOOOHOO!

I've thought it would be a calm and pacific night for us, the ex-seniors but at last we ended up joining them and had game, more like a icebreaking session for us tho. The game sounded something like this, WHAT JUMP TO LEFT AND JUMP TO THE RIGHT BLAHH, but it was fun, got all warmed up and sweaty. :O Without prepared, my name got called and
 the so-called 'Heart2heart sharing session', Zie Xin and I were planning to have gaming session with the juniors and we didn't even started sharing our experiences and stories then some teams back there started grouping up playing the circle game, you know what it is. Ohyaa Mun, sorry for driving your car out without permission. :P Takkan you want me climb all the way to UBK then climb back down again de ma right? Next time you drive my car k! :P Realized that I've started to have stage fright when I have a mic on my hand, preferably talking without mic. :/

The night, I sat by her side while she was sleeping, not sure whether she was really asleep, perhaps she knew that I was there. I know this may sound creepy and making me a dreadful person or stalker like that, but it has been a long time that I had a deep look at her face, she is very beautiful. :) The aircond was really cold and brought sup a lot memories of ours and I smiled, it was so delightful. While the sun had rose, sleeping on the chilly floor heading on a cushion that hasn't been wash for a long time, sweeping away the tears telling myself that she is really loved.. can't get over her. :/ I might not be the best for her but I've gave her my best. It's very suffering for me to have her drawn out of my life, yet it is much more torturing for her to came up to a decision to end everything and, it's all ended now..

It took us a year to have this heart-to-heart chat again, I've really appreciated it and enjoyed it to the fullest. Am very glad to have you and all of you in my life.
Every misery is a lesson, every lesson is a step further in your life to be strong. There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that particular person is you. 

Well, the 95's, who's taking SPM result tomorrow, hands held high and all the best to you not to forget myself! HWATING! :D Ngoh sek yim sek mai jiao kao sai lei ge laa! :P

Hey, whatever..

I've been trying very hard to keep the deal that to have my blog updated continually and so yeah. Here I am, again. :) Well, it's been 3months since 2013 started. 2012 was no doubt a wonderful year for me but now, it comes to 2013. I hope this year really pass as soon, not only 2013 but the period time of having studying in college. College was good, but somehow I really have the longing of skipping Friday classes. I spent most of time playing games during Friday classes. If this really goes on, might as well not to go on Friday. Which will eventually again being lifeless. Well, life goes on. *sigh*

Back on Monday, the blues. Business Studies. I found it no point going so early as presentations was going which I'm not so interested in it even some of the groups were good, nevertheless. :/ So I was an hour late, barely found a sit, sat and listen. Then Econs, Mr Aria wasted an hour, or more calling out students for drawing the graph on the whiteboard, then got shot saying that our standards are far-off compare to express route. I've grabbed my punch very hard when he actually said that, dayum. Tutorials and tests will be given next week. Err, best of luck? Slowly I had my mindset altered, I really did enjoy college now other than Friday classes, teehee! :O 

ARRGHH! Sometimes I still get very mad when I think of the lost phone. I've been cracking my head thinking why shit things always happen when I tend to have a new phone. FUACKK.  Why is there so many breakdowns?! LIFE GOES ON, DAMN!

Such a early post today. :D

Seriously, don't know what to bull dy, I think I'll just stop here k.

Btw, will be touring KL with JJ and Hongrui tomorrow, hope it would a be one fine day :)

March to 7th

It has been almost 3 months since then for bearing all the things up while tonnes of breakdowns are still crawling up on the leg of mine. Maybe I shouldn't have gone and join on January intake, maybe it would be better if it was on March. Too much uncertainties in my life and it eventually pulled me out of my desiring path, you know such way that was designed well for few particular purposes. Which now again dashing in deeper into miserable state, being so unsure with my things that I should have done and things that I would have done. It's like nowadays people have actually lost their ability to determine whether what's need and what's want. Poor people and, me. Not to be in a pessimistic way, of course there's somewhat something jolly in my life laa. :)

Friday, a day used to be a very interest and exciting day in part of my life. You know, having meeting in the library, great lunch with idiotic friends after that, countless unexpected things gonna happen, till then will have my guitar lesson at noon. Even though it was a day with packed schedule but I enjoyed and lived it to the fullest. Thing changes as time flies, I stopped playing guitar as she's now no longer part of my life, I found it there isn't anymore reason continue playing anymore. And Malaysian studies and Moral studies are slotted in into my Friday schedule, even if I wanted to continue, there would be no choice. Yeah, thing happens without your expectations. If I ain't lost you.

So I went this korean restaurant called DAORAE. Everything was good essentially, I offered to give them a ride for paybacks, too much debt to be paid. :/ I've been not listen to them talking. You know, playing around like a 10years old kid even though they are now 20 and I just realized I'm now 18, time really flies. Sometimes I don't feel comfortable have people around playing so hard, well just feel so, no big deal tho. I found it very hard for me to have something to chat with, conversation barrier. I realized last met was so long ago that I can't even remember when. Sorry for being so absent-minded, a lot things had been happened lately, and they struck very hard. Well, it was all fun till they started questioning me. :)

Happy birthday to you, my big sis out there. :)
Sorry that I didn't send you long long messages on your birthday, doesn't matter tho a lot people would have sent you a long paragraph of messages. I'll be wishing you here again la.
Hope you live your life to the fullest and happy belated birthday! :)

五月天 諾亞方舟

需要你 需要你 需要你 想逆轉時間 回到最開始 有你的世界

A concert that you people should have went, it's very worthy! :)

Photo credit to KUOK KUOK KAI!

A day of days

I've just finished a tub of ice cream. And now I'm trembling at the outside and brain freezing at the inside, soo cold but satisfied! Barely caught myself recovering from the brain freezing, luckily it's instantaneous, if not probably you'll see me at the hospital by tomorrow, it's not that serious anyway. :P So, how's life people? Hope everything goes fine assuredly, everyone hopes to. After all, it's soon Chinese New Year, all's well, ends well, isn't it? :) So, what's your CNY's resolutions? I know it supposed to be asked during the 1st of January, which is the real new year. What to do? I missed it out, so decided to ask on CNY, it's also new year anyway. Everyone celebrates Chinese New Year. I mean who doesn't love angpaos? Give me if you doesn't want it. :P

Few weeks back, I sprained my ankle. Well, being playfully on the skating rink, ended up being a handicap for like a week, barely walk. Another week of breakdown. See, they never failed to follow me up as I mentioned before. Luckily, I was still able to drive on that particular day, if not would have asked others to give me a ride, and you know what, despise of being in such an awful situation, entertainment still goes on after that. Dinner, everyone was hungry. Finger exercises, something will definitely be done without fail. :P If I'm not mistaken, the last game ended at 12 midnight, lol. SALUTE THEE! 

I dare not to tell mum about it, you know laa, scared of being blamed so bared it up till the next day and it wasn't a good idea. I can't sleep due to the intense burning on the bruise and air cond was spoilt. Damn, what a day. Ohmaigawd, it was so pain that I can still feel it now around my ankle. Then I was sent to consult the doctor and the medical fee isn't cheap! :O First ever time in life, I had this traditional chinese treatment and bandaged my leg as it was necessary and my leg was swollen, like a pork knuckle. A quarter size of A4 size paper was given, it's a list saying things that I shouldn't eat for the following one week. I would like to show you the list but unfortunately don't know who had threw away the peipaa! It's a very torturing week. One time is enough. :/

And you know what, during the way back to Maluri from Sunway Pyramid, salah jalan! Gone thru 4 tols, TTDI to Penchala Link to NKVE then LDP. Zen was in my car that time, we were like WTH? First time in our life, LOL. Luckily he knows the way back. And yaa, the dinner was good, Pasta Zanmai ooishii! So a day! :P

Well, been almost 2weeks from then and luckily I'm now able to walk properly, even though it still feel pain sometimes, can sometimes feel the burning till it wakes me up in the midnight. After all it hasn't fully recovered. Back then, had very hard time in college, walked like a zombie, so slow and slacky. Mum said PADAN MUKA! T^T 

A little more to go and it's all for today. :)

You know who's it, don't you? He just came out with his new album, highly suggested by meh! :P Honestly, his songs never fail to please me. The blues and jazz genre, it's so relaxing listening to his songs. His concert was also a music sensation. :) day41..

Possibly possible

I couldn't sleep during this very night and I don't know why probably everyone now would be asleep in their very own sweet dream. You see, I was actually sleeping, but there were just so many thoughts running through my mind. The past, present and the future. Time flies, thing changes, I still hold on with its principle and it appears to be a fact when time passed. I still remember there's friends which I used to have had now turned distant, some not so close friends turned out to be now close. It's so unbelievable, isn't it? Although it hasn't been long but it felt like whole decade has been going on. I've always try remain to be the boy who always talk loud and play hard. Well, I'm still the one. :) Do you hear that loud while I'm playing my song, the song that well-maneuver my life. Life thus far.

Many things happened in a period of time, lunatic is the word which I would like to use to describe. Damn, I couldn't even spell describe correctly, it took like a minute for me to figure out the correct spelling. So be it, last month had been a crazy month of breakdowns, like seriously a bunch of them and of course they never failed to follow me up, you know putting me in the state of miseries, suffocation and so forth. You know, problem approaches you continuously while you're trying to come up with resolves with the current one you're facing. You see, live never favors people while others will always attempt to tell you that, remember to be diligent, stay strong eventually all your hardwork will get paid off. Probably it's just some kind of mental sustenance for people who drawn into despair, who gets sick of their life. BE STRONG, that's what they said.

I'm kind of like a weirdo in others' eyes you see, people who hadn't know me well why is this kid so stubborn and unwilling. Kid, when I was still small. It's not that I wanted to be so. You see, I resist myself to have the thought of sharing my feelings and thoughts to the public. Being unreasonably, sometimes I found it there's isn't any points why I should share it among my friends, even close friends. At some point I find it pointless to seek helps from others because clearly they wouldn't have resolves on my problems, aside from that they can only being by side in the meantime. Even though I felt calm and secure at times, it strikes deep and hard when it happens to be midnight, times like now. After all it could been bugging for others as well for knowing it too much.

It's something personal here, but it seems to be very obvious to people around me, so I think it's alright for me to tell here. I'm a person who has high pride, self-priority, image is paramount. How to say, hmm, yes KIA SU attitude. Maybe it's a kind of sickness, who knows. I'll always make sure that people doesn't want to mess with me, but when they do, I'll make sure they get back twice of what they've done to me. It expanded to a certain extent that holds me a very strong opinion-ed person, it's like I know this is right, but whenever people try to stand up and argue with it, I will go against and fight it to win over the argument, to prove it's right. After all it's a fact. 

Well, I think that's all for now, it's not too much, isn't it?
It's now raining, have a very good night world. :) a month..

A mark with questions.

It's been a month since college started. People said that the dominant sense of a human is the feeling. Even though college had actually started, the problem is I don't have a slightest feeling, maybe anxious about it. Things been so effortless, maybe it's just the starting of the semester or should I say new syllabus, maybe it's that tutorials haven't start yet, or maybe I'm taking it leisurely. But it isn't completely a fault of mine you see, we only have to study for 2days a week, which I think it's not enough. After studying for 2days then get to rest for a week which I already feel that ohh soo free, let's get lazyy. Then will have to get my ass up again. I can't seem to balance my life now, so much things ahead while I'm treating it like obscure, sighh. Anyway, hope things go easy on me later.

Class yesterday was fine, the lecturer accidentally cracked a joke related to the Listen Jie which he planned not to do so. The moment when he realized that he cracked the joke and the expression of his was so funny, laughed very hard and my friend sitting beside was like are you OK? HAHAA! :P Class ended at 1 yesterday, which considered early, then went back home with Denise. You see, apparently we look very sok like that, the fact is I can't really communicate well with her. We hardly speak much to each other during the train-waiting period. She's so pwettyy! I shy. :3

Waited for Kuok Kit to come while having lunch with bunch of lame ass juniors, you know who are they. Then they have this dirty joke that really made me laughed my ass out. :3 Then we went for our so-called exercise, you know what is it. :P Won all the games, which I think it's miracle. Well, satisfaction fulfilled, kite orang pergi cari Bui in Kepong Jusco. The awkward moment when you realized the department she's working at and you have to go there and pay for a visit. We hesitated for quite a time before going in there. :P A simple hi and bye and changed our location to Tesco then Sushi King again. Been eating sushi for quite some time already wey during this few days. Hope I don't get sick of it, you know, everyone loves sushii!

I'm thinking of taking up part-time job since college is not that busy, been demanding much pocket money from mum ever since college started. Sometimes I even get scolded for being such a big spender. So apu machiam? Any suggestions? Or should I say any job vacancy? :O

Ehh, by blogging I realized how much my level of skill writing has fall short. You see, I've been cracking my head up everytime I try to blog, really hope it doesn't fall flat, after all I need to do better in the coming tests and exam, not forget verbal communications and also lateral creativity. Anyone knows any idea to get an improve in it? I need solutions. day28..